Today's my day off. I love days off. Especially when they are busy with happy things...ok....sometimes that's happy. Other days I like to just read and read and be alone. Enjoying alone time is new for me as I'm an extreme extrovert and have spent the better part of my 42 years hating to be alone. Now I think I've really learned the concept of peace -- ohm -- .
Today I'll be meeting with a group of wounded warrior wives for our "support" group. For me it's more a socializing group where I don't have to explain to anyone the crap that happens at my house...lol.
After our support time we are heading to lunch at a place chosen by someone else...the leader of our group. Last September I began a crazy transformation to losing the final 65 lbs that I haven't been able to lose in 20 + years and because I felt like I finally licked my weight problem, I topped it all off with a tummy tuck. Can I just say "WOOHOOOOO" cause that was the best decision of my life baby! I basically have my 17 year old body back and I'm in cougar city. I feel like the embodiment of hotitude...haha. I tell you this only to give the explanation of why going to a restaurant brings up a lot of technical issues for me. I find a place ahead of time, look at their menu, decide what I'll be ordering and figure out how that fits into my macros for the day - oh yes...I'm deciding to bodybuild this body into a bikini this summer so I track my macros. The restaurant she has chosen for the day doesn't really fit for me so I'll probably be taking my own food. I'm ok with this because my new found happiness of rocking my hotitude doesn't stress over shit I can't control. I figure out what I CAN control and I do it. It's my life, my choice, my consequences! And man do I LOVE my consequences! I earn them and so I rock them.
I'll try to fit in some reading too.
Now it's time for Beast Mode....be your best self today folks!
~K
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